when I scheduled surgery, it seemed like a lifetime away. now that I'm off work, the shoulder and arm don't hurt as much, so time doesn't seem as interminable. I just have to take it easy and not wear myself out. I'm not gonna get everything done, but I am making progress. sadly no one would be able to tell other than me considering the disreputable state of every room, but it's a victory in my brain anyway.
my right arm is noticeably smaller run my left. when did this happen? is the erosion of muscle what is causing this ungodly pain that no amount of lortab can diminish? I don't know, but I cannot wait to start PT and workout postop. I just haven't had the energy to so much of anything in soooooo long. gonna measure when I find my tale measure. it's going to be depressing.
on a positive note, I ordered stuff to wear around after surgery from old navy. three camis, couple of tops and a pair of yoga pants. why is it that I'm a medium or large on top (I try to avoid skin tight, so I size up. I'm. little old for the cut of most old navy tops) and an xl on bottom? old navy pants depress me, LOL. the cami colors are fabulous. I may order a couple more.
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